Saturday, March 20, 2010

losing our sense of touch.

Tonight one topic of dinner conversation was Blockbuster's dwindling sales. I remember how my family was late getting on the DVD train - we'd go to Blockbuster and complain about how they only carried VHS tapes in one-third of the store. That was years ago. Now, with Netflix and on-demand movies, the video store is losing its purpose.

My dad was shocked when I googled "2010 tax forms" and navigated to the IRS webpage. It was natural to me: Where to get tax forms? The internet, of course. So I asked him, "Well, where do you get them?" He said the library. The library? How would I have known that? His amusement continued as I downloaded the forms as PDFs and filled in the fields on my computer. "Don't you want to print the instruction guide?" he inquired. "Thanks, Dad," as I control-F-ed to find "dividends" in the instruction manual, "but that just seems like a waste of paper to me."

We're out of touch, literally. Technology provides us with everything we need in digital format, and the physical, hard copies are becoming obsolete. I predict land lines (though useful for safety) will be old news in a few years - who wants to deal with cables when they can connect by cell tower?

Newspapers are getting smaller and smaller because readership is down. Where's the first place I go to find news? Google, most likely. Or CNN.com. Now and again I'll read the newspaper when I eat breakfast, but only because my parents subscribe. Will I have my own subscription when I move out? There's a good chance I won't.

I purchased a course catalog when I started at UCLA so I could browse the pages. There's a digital PDF version online, and I bet they'll stop publication of the hard copy at some point in the future.

For a few hundred dollars you can buy a device that tries to digitally recreate the experience of reading a book. While a Kindle can conveniently load millions of pages into a compact, portable format, doesn't it still feel like a blaringly white computer screen with digital text?

To me, nothing can replace the physical experience of reading a book. Handling it, feeling the roughness of a bestselling, cheap paperback, the crisp and delicate onionskin of a Bible, or the heavyweight, smooth paper of a just-published hardback book. Hearing how these different papers sound when you flip through the book. Turning pages and simultaneously uncovering the plot. Carting it along to the beach, in the bath, on an airplane. Smelling the fresh ink of a new acquisition, or basking in the mustiness of an old favorite. I had an English professor say that reading is a very sensual experience - it's not just about the words on a page, but the feeling, the sounds, the smells. Heaven forbid books will ever disappear (and if they do, I'll be the one hoarding them all).

We're exchanging our sense of touch for convenience's sake. I think we're losing a lot of the integrity of the information when we only receive it in digital format.

So go read a book.


Will books disappear completely? Some appear to think so: http://www.npr.org/templates/story/story.php?storyId=129251016

Thursday, March 18, 2010

welcome to my life.

After years of expensive education
A car full of books and anticipation
I'm an expert on Shakespeare and that's a hell of a lot
But the world don't need scholars as much as I thought
Maybe I'll go traveling for a year
Finding myself, or start a career
Could work for the poor, though I'm hungry for fame
We all seem so different but we're just the same
Maybe I'll go to the gym, so I don't get fat
Aren't things more easy, with a tight six pack
Who knows the answers, who do you trust
I can't even separate love from lust
Maybe I'll move back home and pay off my loans
Working nine to five, answering phones
But don't make me live for Friday nights
Drinking eight pints and getting in fights
Maybe I'll just fall in love
That could solve it all
Philosophers say that that's enough
There surely must be more
Love ain't the answer, nor is work
The truth eludes me so much it hurts
But I'm still having fun and I guess that's the key
I'm a twentysomething and I'll keep being me

"Twentysomething," Jamie Cullum

The last few days, I've been feeling contemplative. Reflective. Pensive, even. So I tossed around the idea of blogging, of buying into this whole social-networking-so-that-everyone-knows-everything-about-me deal.

What is it in us twenty-first-century twentysomethings that craves attention, seemingly more so than the previous generations? Certainly we have avenues to broadcast ourselves that weren't available even a few years ago. But why do we find fulfillment in updating our Facebook statuses (for some people, multiple times a day), in tweeting our 160-character thoughts (btw: I still haven't bought into Twitter), in blogging, even?

Might it have something to do with our eagerness to avoid personal contact? Let's face it: few of us feel comfortable calling someone when we could just text them, let alone having a face-to-face conversation.

It just makes me wonder - how will social networking and this total, global connectedness shape us as we become full-blown adults?

Truth be told, I'm a total hypocrite by sparking this conversation online and not in person.